HOPES up

Giving all my hopes up to the Lord

and trusting Him 

on whatever struggle I'm facing.

Started my day right today.

Feeling happy, blessed and contented.

Enjoying the flow of this river in my life.

Feeling the soft breeze of the air on my skin. 

Reminding myself that I'm alive,

I need to enjoy.

Face all the fears. And Trust HIM.

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At my Office Table 9/13/16 1:48pm

EMPTY

Why am I feeling so empty inside?

This overthinking makes me worry..

Worry about things, small things.

I know its wrong, I wanted this to stop.

But HOW??

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At work 9/6/16 2:28pm

Across HIM

Around 1:41 pm, sitting ACROSS HIM

Wondering what us going on his mind?

Having self doubts, "does he love me?"

Or "does he really love me?"

Insecurities and jealousy increasing

Thinking what could be the situation

If I met him earlier before them?

Feeling intoxicated.

How can this be cleanse away? 

Is it good?

That every time we're together 

I can't help myself staring at his face?

Memorizing every bit of it?

Having the fear of...

"How long?" and "Until when?" 

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At SB Rob Otis 9/3/16